My Angel

Results....

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Alright...Today the results are out. It's quite unexpected that i managed to pass all of my modules since i always thought that i will at least repeat 1 module. However i really did flung for this sem and my gpa drop quite alot. But to me, it isn't that bad as i expected worse. Sem 2 really is a bad sem as i really lost all my interest in studying in the term 2 of sem 2.

I'm still not sure which option i gt into but passing all of my modules really build up my confidence to study harder for the upcoming modules. The really unexpected 1 was my Gems. I really thought that i'll fail it since my quizzes and my project was badly done. So, yr1 done onto yr2.

Life is ok so far. Well not ok actually. Been quite weak lately and my sickness seems to be attacking me frequently. Other than archery, the things that i can do is basically play games or mayb play badminton with my friends. Everyday the pressure keep increasing. Sometimes i wonder wat i'm stress abt. I just can't find the piece to complete this puzzle. Always been thinking that many things have been taken away from me. 50% of me felt that i should just give up and just let the fate decide how things should be. But i remember that there are ppl supporting me and so, the other 50% of me felt that i shouldn't disappoint them and don't give up. 50% here, 50% there. I wonder which 1 i'd choose.

My goal is basically to improve myself and become a better person. But things just cock up and there i am again, back to square 1. I just felt that i couldn't achieve it. To me this goal is to difficult to achieve it. Mayb it just needs time. Yeah time really is something. We just need to have patience to accomplish something. But then again if u're wasting your time, time just move on. And then all your chances will go to waste.

Now damn tired alr, so i'd better turn in soon. If i'm ok, then i guess i'll attend archery tmr.

10:13 PM
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Exams done!

Thursday, February 26, 2009

Ok i shall blog today....Just woke up, nothing better to do, mayb i'll play dota ltr. I think i'll still be slping ar but my QM called me for some important matters =.= Now i'm damn bored sia. Exams are done, and all i can hope now is a pass (or if miracle happens a good grade) for my modules this sem. Hmm let's talk abt my exams.

For gems....Basically i study2 also like no use. Nothing can go inside my brain and all i did back then was reading manga lol. I think i chose the wrong gem lar. My friends all chose the easy ones sia. They study less than 6 chapters, i study 10 chapters =.= WTF. I'll laugh if i pass gems. So yeah, i predict that i'll fail it lol. Next is webp. Nothing much as all i did was study abit then tadaa! Done. Poof! End of story for webp. Next is maths. For maths i think i can pass. As the passing mark i needed is quite low...So yeah. But getting an A is a miracle. Next Java. Knn this module. Bring txtbk to exams also can die liao. My brain can just explode lar in the exam room. This is the only module that i think i can repeat lol. Seriously messed up. I don't think i can pass ar even though adding up my assignments and quizzes. But if repeat then repeat lor. Wat to do. Somehow i just feel that C++ programming is better than java. Less complicated i think. Ok finally, Net F. I think i study only 20% for this module ar lol. And it's a theory type of module wtf. But surprisingly i can finish it fast. However i'm still not sure whether i can pass or not lol. 40% is a big number and i can actually fail if i don't score well for this paper.

Well that's abt exam. Finally free and hope to that i'm promoted to yr 2 (providing i pass everything lol). Now all that's left is archery training and some time to kill while waiting for results.

Ltr mayb going badminton with sec friends and mayb going swimming also. So yeah i guess this holiday is more to abt class reunions and trainings lol.

10:57 AM
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Maths

Friday, February 20, 2009

OK....After a long time....I've finally updated. This few days, stress with exams. Yup exams, the only thing that can really make chaos in your brain. Lucky for me, for this sem, I've only gt 3 papers to hunt. Yup only 3 papers. But the assignments that were given can really kill me. Everything was in a situation of last minute, but somehow i manage to cope. All I can say for this sem is that.... Some shits just happens and oh well i just wonder how's my GPA drop rate will be.

I've already hunted down the 1st paper which is maths. I'm so stressed with it ( not actually ) that i thought that the paper is on 18 of Feb. Went to sch that day and i was damn pissed ar since it turn out that the paper is on 19 of Feb. Mayb i was too obsessed with maths till i thought T18 was actually 18 of Feb. ZzzZ.

Damn the creator of maths. It's freaking difficult that i even wanted to give up ar. This paper consists 60% of my module and this paper will determine whether a person get a good or a bad grade. All i know is that i require to get a 38 or a 32 ( can't remember ) to just pass my maths. Well if i want to get an A....Then i must get 88/100 for this paper =.= WTF. Even though my passing mark is 38 or 32, i can actually fail this module lol. Wah all i can do is pray now. The other than maths, I gt 2 more papers which is actually Java ( coming Mon ) and Networking Fundamentals ( coming Wed ) and then I'll be free hahahaha.

Well thinking abt it, it's been quite a long time since i went for archery training. All i miss abt archery is the strain of my muscle when pulling my bow. Yup. Miss it alot. Well all i can say now is that i need to get my fitness back be4 SP Open and do my best for the competition.

4:28 PM
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1 dead left 3 to hunt

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Alright time to blog. Sch been not ok lately. Assignments are totally cramped up in this 2 wks. Somehow i really need to handle my time management properly now or else i might really flung for this sem. So now still in sch studying and doing assignments lol. Yesterday stayed up till 10.40 pm and then reached home ard 11.30pm. Damn hungry ar cos always forgot to eat dinner be4 studying lol.

NetF assignment is nearly completed. Left with the design of the network and print the hardcopy. Now starting to do the java assignment. See the questions...I felt like i want to die sia. Predict that a lot of codings is needed to be done and wow i really felt like dying this time lol. VBAS is much better than OOPG (Java) as to me it's more fun dragging buttons from the toolbox rather than making the buttons manually for java. Even though VBAS is similar to OOPG except in different format, i really can't catch up to wat the lecturer is teaching sometimes. Eg like arrays. Till now i still don't understand wat it's function is.

Haiz tmr gt java quiz on topic 7. Really2 need to study hard for this. Actually need to study hard for all modules lar. Even GEMS lol. Didn't realise that i can actually fail it. So it's time for me to buck up and start exercising my brain.

8:18 PM
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Concentrate

Sunday, January 18, 2009

Haiz..... Guess wat some ppl say abt sem 2 is really true. It's freaking damn short =.= Assignments seriously are cramped up, no time to relax, my revision plan didn't turn out how it's supposed to be. Well wat to do? I guess I'll just let fate decide me this time.

With all this problems appearing, I have put archery on 1 side 1st. Or else when there's no study, there's no archery, and when there's no archery, there's study =_= Looks like almost everything in our life is abt education. U won't be able to have a good life in Sg if u have no education unless u're a really talented person. So i guess melonica must wait for awhile.

Now is also the right time for me to get out of the house. Studying at home somehow just won't work on me and staying at home is worse than i thought. I think the best time for me to come home will be ard 9.30 to 12. Yup where I'll just go home and straight away go to slp. This is the start of a new thing as I've always been lazy to go out and I rarely go to lib or sch to study till night. So yeah, starting for tmr I'll be studying in SP till 9 I guess. Hope I won't forget the agreement I made to myself.

Well I guess I need to get back to my revision for my exams. And hope to finish my assignments be4 the deadline.

9:45 PM
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1st day

Monday, December 29, 2008

1st day of sch reopen... Monday blues... And guess wat? I gt sick =.= It's been like that lately. 1st day of something or last day of something, i'll get sick somehow. It's like a curse to me lol. Or mayb a good thing might happen... Like how i gt my melonica? lol. Yup melonica my darling. Been hugging to it and cleaning it lately. Just don't want to let it go. If she gt disturbed by someone i'll feel sad... If she gt dirty i'll clean it up for her.... If she hit black or white i'll get depressed... If she gt scratch i'll cry... If she fell... Well mayb i'll just cry harder.

Wondering who melonica is? Well she's my sweetest darling (well mayb not) that is dark red in colour and i will hug her everday in the morning. Met her last sat and supposedly to come last 2 or 3 wks earlier but in the end she came in late thks to some traffic jam mailing accident i think. And i'm sure that both her and i are able to change our fates together. Now the next thing i need to get her is a new pair of limbs. Yup after getting her limbs i can hug her even more. But thinking abt it i think it will take me 2 months =.=

She'll be completed by the end of my yr 2. Wow how long can that be.... Nvm like my friend said "Good things require patience." and like wat master yoda said "Patience we must."

Alright enough abt her or else i'll get jealous on ppl thinking who she is lol. Well new year's coming and i still haven't decide my new yr resolution. Let's see... 1st complete melonica... 2nd complete my yr1...3rd watch diamond dust rebellion again...4th...I think that's enough for now... I'll post the remainings in my next post.

11:31 PM
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Coming New Year!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

2 more days to sch-reopen and 5 more days to new yr. Can't wait for new yr but i don't mind waiting long2 for sch-reopen lol. Damn my WEBP assignment is still not done but it's progressing anyway. The assignment is freaking hard lar and i don't feel like doing it at all. I can still pass this module without doing this assignment however lol. But it's a risk on doing this as it might drop my GPA.

Been slping late currently and always feel tired even if i slpt 10 hrs. Well i'll make sure i will slp early when sch-reopens. A gd slp will lead to a healthy body lol. But slping too much is also a bad thing. Looks like having too less or too much is not a good thing. Balance is the best.

Learn 1 thing in my life that being perfect is bad. This is wat i learn from Bleach, "Being perfect is dumb and life will be dull as there's nothing to improve on." After thinking abt this sentence i don't think i want to strive for perfection. Since being perfect is an all u can do thing.....I won't get to feel the taste of victory after a great accomplishment has been made.

Also gt my riser today....Wonder wat i should name it. I think i'll find it soon (or mayb i alr know wat to name it) and it took 5wks for it to come lol. From 3 wks to 5wks. Patience is really needed. Well wat my friend told me is true. "Good things comes with patience....."

11:25 PM
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